Autumn Quiet (The Death of Old Josh)

(The Death of Joshua Jefferson of Ozark, Alabama)nowhere to be found. Then Silas recognized the
1907figure on the wooden floor of the shanty, the door
"You is getting' old pa," said Silas, "me and Jordon wewas opened, it was his pa.
can take more work, you is over a hundred...!"He, Silas accepted his death, with awkwardness and
"I done kept up this place 90-years alone; I can stillstubbornness, not to believing he was really dead,
do it, I sees you kids still cant keep up with your olebut dead non the less because folks said so, and
pa!"there was a funeral that proved it, and Jordon who
Josh had to refocus, his eyes bleared, he spit outwas more practical on the matter, believed it to be
some tobacco, "You'all git to my age, God knowsso.
you ain't goin' to be able to work a days work, us oldHe buried his face in his hands at the funeral, his
timers we got the stuff, wes born with it, like onthighs weakened; he almost fell on top of the coffin,
that ship that brought me to this here country, itas it was lowered into the ground. It was October 7,
killed so many of the folk I lost count after I used1907, he, Old Josh, liked fall, he liked the autumn
my fingers and toes, yet I survived."leaves, the colors in them, and when they were
Josh continued to scold Silas and Jordon for makinggathered into a bundle, and burnt, he liked the smell,
him think he couldn't do any work, where in essenceso it was a good time for him to die, and Silas he
they simply were trying to tell him, if he continued towrote a poem for Josh:
think he was young as he used to be, it might be hisAt The funeral
death, but who knows, on the other hand, he neverI hear the harps of God,
thought he could die, and here he was at aI Hear the voice of Jesus
hundred-and-four years old.Ringing, ringing, ringing
"Oh," said Silas, "now ain't you the big shot and weSinging, singing, singing
ain't kids paw, we is in our 80s."Come, brother Joshua
Josh looked hard into his eyes, into the eyes of Silas,Come see you' mother
"I guess you is right son, you look older than me,Angels' with hands held out
maybe you is my pa!" and they both started laughing.And pa he sees the throne,
Sometime when you thought Josh was ready to eatAnd the children playing the harp
you up, it was when he came down to earth, andOle pa he was a talkin' man
was funny and practical.Always worried 'bout us boys
Everything was still when Silas and Jordon returnedOle pa he was a drinkin' man
back from the fields, a stillness discernible, they hadBut he paid no one no harm
been mending fences, still spry and still limber and stillHe love to fight Lord, I knows
with vitality, both these aging old men, were moreBut he a quite man anyhow
like Josh, than they thought, they never consideredHe fuss 'bout nothin' all day long
themselves old, until today, until Silas actually said toHe like a donkey, but sly as a fox
Josh, "...we is in our 80s." it made him think.Yessum, ole pa was a talkin' man
As they dismounted the wagon, un-harnessed theWho like to go to the creek afishin'
horses, they sensed a motionless, windlessChase Molly Benton around...
atmosphere, not one animal sound, no: birds, cats,But he meant her no harm anyhow
dogs, or chickens making any sounds whatsoever,So I hope you done hear me Lord
Silas and Jordon kind of was spooked, looked about.Cuz pa Joshua, he be knocking
A dark long shadow moved across their path, theOh yes, knocking at your door
world they once knew, was coming to an end,Here me Lord! Hear me! Amen!
change was about to take place, Josh's voice was